With my last question answered, I feel like I can fully move on. I've been considering cleaning up my blog ever since my test results. Time to let go of the negative. My blog was a source of support during those chaotic times, it was good to hear your comments on Facebook, I needed outside support, I needed to bounce my ideas off others, to make sure I'm not crazy.
Now I feel like I can move on, on my own. So much writing came from a place of pain and confusion and I am no longer that woman. So I re read my posts, I got rid of ones that were particularily negative towards my ex, because he is also no longer the same man and deserves to move forward as well. I drafted the ones that I felt the lessons had sunk in.
It's strange, because as I was considering cleaning out my blog, I got a message from the OPP from where my ex lives. I haven't been able to get a hold of the constable but I can't help but wonder... was my ex going to request through them that I stop writing about him anyways? I guess I won't know until she calls me back. Either way, it is time.
Thank You for being with me on this journey, it's been real.