I don't want to be in a relationship. Not the thing that most people call a relationship anyways. I want someone to share my singleness with. Let me explain:
Typical dating goes as follows, meet someone, maybe chat on social media, go out for coffee, chat more on social media, go out on date, go out on more dates, start hanging out at each other's places, spending whole nights, do this for x amount of time, move in... On the emotional front it starts with two independent people with their own lives. Then they slowly integrate and their choices begin to become based on this integration and the understanding that they plan to spend the rest of their lives living together in full partnership, supporting each other emotionally, physically and financially. This is great for many people, but not for me. Not for the next few years anyways, maybe never. You see, I've got shit to do, and I can't be basing my plans on how it's going to affect another adult's future. I need someone who also has plans and can hold their own if I need to go off to fulfill my dreams and in that, I will fully support their need to do the same: with or without me.
What does sharing my singleness look like? How does it work? It looks like me living my life, as per usual, with travel plans and the knowledge that I plan on living all over this planet before I die. I'll still go out on my own and meet new people. It means doing my favourite things, hanging out with friends and also hanging out with the person I care about romantically. It's not like dating, as in the insecure "Do they like me?" Stuff. However, the amount of time spent with each other would look a bit like dating. I've come to realize that I need a lot of "me" time, I cherish it. The person I am with will know that I care about and love them, even if we are not in contact everyday.
I used to think of looking for a type of person and type of relationship as two distinct things. I could really like the person but hate the relationship. I've realized that the type of person you are interested in can make or break "shared singleness".
First off: to share singleness, you need someone who takes full responsibility for themselves emotionally, physically and financially. They can't be needy, or else it will morph into the type of relationship where you find yourself under pressure to keep them happy, healthy and fed. If they are truly independent this won't ever become an issue.
The person has to have their own hobbies and things they are interested in that don't or won't always involve you. As such, they are likely to respect your time to do the things you love and encourage you to do them.
They need to understand that some relationships don't last forever and that ultimately the relationship that is most important to you is the one with yourself. If it is a matter of fulfilling a deep desire in my life: I will choose me and I hope that they would choose themselves in the same situation. If the person is specifically looking for someone to eventually spend the rest of their life with, then, I am not for them, I refuse to make promises I cannot keep.
To tell you the truth sharing singleness, in my opinion, is just a really healthy romantic relationship and can even be done in marriage. It's a point of view, a way of loving someone unconditionally, where neither of you base your happiness/your life's dream on someone else and their life choices.
Now here's the kicker:
It takes someone who is fully secure in their ability to be happily single, for this kind of relationship to really blossom and succeed. This person knows you are with them because you really want to be, because they know you could be just as happy on your own. You will know that for them it is a choice of desire and love that keeps them in your life, not filling a space of loneliness.
Wouldn't that feel great?